2014 is quickly coming to a close. I
feel like the year as flew by (except for the forty hours a week spent at work; the time there dragged). It was pretty much a duplicate of my 2013: same pointless job, same lack of
dedication to my writing, pants, same relationship status, same debt, same
doubts, same everything. I did get a sweet new ride, but other than that 2014
was 13's twin. There was one major difference is my wonderful nephew was with
us for a full calendar year. He is fantastic and I love him dearly. He's an
adorable bundle of joy and I'm blessed and honored to be the his Godfather.
Christopher David Perrucci Jr. is the cutest child of all time. Watching him
grow over this past year was one of the only highlights of my year. He grew
from a cone headed baby to a running, curious one year old. And I'm glad I've
been there through it all. I'm excited to watch him continue to grow next year
as well.
I tried to open myself up and I met a
woman who I thought complimented me well, and it seemed like something that may
have worked, but then BAM nothingness.
So goes it: all my friends are in
relationships, some of the getting married, yet I’m sitting here thinking how
awesome my sheets smell and wish it was economical to wash them every day.
Not
that I’m dying to meet someone. I’m ok alone: it’s cheaper that way. Love is
way too difficult to ascertain; being alone with cats is more up my alley. Maybe
2015 will I’ll me someone I can stand to be around, but I’m not going to hold
my breath. I really need to focus on other things before meeting any broads.
One of those things is getting out of my
current place of employment. My job is awful. It’s super monotonous and I get
bored out of my mind doing it. Not to mention all the moronic people that I
talk to on the phones all day long. Other than that it’s not bad, my boss isn't a dick, the hours are OK, the pay and benefits aren't terrible, but at the same
time I’m 2 years in and I think it’s time for me to move on to something that I
enjoy. That is my main goal in this upcoming year: find a new job. I am smart,
hardworking, and to toot my own horn, pretty damn talented at times.
Seems like an easy enough goal to accomplish.
I also really just want to lose three pounds.
Moving out of 2014 I need to start taking my writing
more seriously. I need to work on and hone my craft so maybe one day I can be
published. I kind of lost my way and gave up writing, in fact this is the first
thing I have written in nearly three months. I just lost my will to write. I
lost faith in my talent. I was not in the right mind state to accomplish much
of anything.
This upcoming year, starting now, I am going to rededicate myself
and improve. I will try to post more of my work here on this blog; along with
the many, many, stories that are being written with the goal of getting them
published somewhere.
Now with my goals clearly outlined its time to go finish
my coffee grab a beer and get to making shit happen. Friends make sure you keep
on me and make sure I’m applying to jobs and writing on a consistent basis.
I hope to provide you guys with more in 2015, so
keep your eyes peeled to this blog. Until that time comes here is my Album of the year:
The Roots “. . . and then you shoot your cousin.”
